I think today was kind of hopeful and the turn of events really gave me reason to look forward to working hard in the next four months with my THESIS.
Honestly, I have broken up with the idea that I will be a CUM LAUDE when I graduate but all of a sudden when I asked about the appeal, Ate Luming told me to prepare the necessary papers with back up of the College and that might just take care of everything. I came up with this idea since there is really nothing to lose. Graduate with honor or not, doesn't really make much difference but I toy with this idea and it makes me feel good. At least a reason to work hard.
This way also, I think I'll be able to keep up with my thesis partner who's been working hard on this. Finally, I can put up with her and no more self pity nor excuses. We'll get along fine so long as I cut down on excuses.